Life is a roller coaster ride.. With many ups and downs.. In its wake, life brings along many instances that remain etched in our minds as memories.. memories to live by.. memories to reflect on.. memories that lift your spirits and those that haunt you for the rest of you life..
Some people say that things happen for a reason.. But I don't know why such an incident happened. Is it so hard to resist temptation? Or is it that I have grown so weak that I have absolutely no will power and contol over my emotions..
Reflecting back, I am still not sure how it all started.. What went wrong.. Was I wanting it all along.. and was it an explosion of repressed emotions.. Was it wrong.. Or is it just another event in the bigger scheme of things.. what will happen of me now..
Worse, its not the first time that this has happened.. And yet, I am not able to come to terms with it.. not able to acknowledge that it happened.. dunno how I was able to shrugg it off as if nothing happened.. Its high time for a "talk"...
Dear friend.. I am sorry that it happened.. and believe me if it could be undone, I would try my best.. but your silence is killing me.. and this guilt is too heavy a burden to carry on my shoulders..
But one thing I'm sure about, that this memory will haunt me for a loong time from now.........
